The third time, where things were strained, but still we somehow managed to keep a spark going in its own way, enjoying each other’s company as it felt more natural, more relaxed, more personal. I noticed you out of the corner of my eye even in the dark, watching me, with that smirk on your face. The second time, where you took me stargazing in the desert. Watching the sun set at the top of a hill overlooking the valley. You can’t even be bothered to reach out.īut here I am, thinking of the first weekend we spent together, showing me around your world, taking me to all these places. So why is it then, that in the moments of stillness, you are all I can think about? You aren’t doing the same, I know that.
I’ve been working out a lot more, I’ve changed my diet, I’ve been feeling better than ever.
In fact, I’ve made so much progress with myself.
